Trouble came a callin'; Attyston

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Connor tumbled into the deep kiss, tongue exploring Attyston's mouth again, hands exploring his upper body, trying to memorize it all in one sitting. He wasn;t sure if he could. But that was okay, as far as Connor was concerned there was plenty of time.
He cleared his throat, leaning his shoulder against the couch as he finally broke the kiss and rested his forehead against Attyston's own shoulder. Breaths were soft, a smile lingering on his face.

[Attyston Thomas]

His hands run over my torso, a groan escaping me. My green eyes flicker open as he finally breaks the kiss, his head resting on my shoulder. I sigh happily, rubbing his back gently, soothingly. "You know how hard it is not to rip your clothes off sometimes?" I ask, shaking my head slightly as I reach up to push a strand of hair out of my face. "Its all your fault too, you're too damn sexy. It should be illegal. I thought I was going to have to beat up this granny in the store earlier." I continue, biting my lower lip to hold back a chuckle. "I mean, you'd think she'd have some fucking class." I add.

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Connor listened to him, snickering faintly. By the time Attyston finished speaking he was full on laughing, shaking his head in amusement. "Y-you win over any granny," He promised Attyston with a crooked, toothy grin.
"But..i-if it's that hard, why no-ot do it?" He smirked in challenge, kissing slowly over Attyston's jaw.
Connor vision spotted a bit and he closed his eyes, heart rate picking up some. After a moment the dizziness passed, kisses over Att's jaw never faltering.

[Attyston Thomas]

I grin as his laughter reaches me ears. It was good to hear it, and it made me happy that I could make Connor laugh. "Good, I was worried." I say, nodding as he says that I beat the granny. A blush crosses my face at his next words and I shrug my shoulders, glancing away for a moment. I grin and tilt my head back as Connor planted kisses over my jaw. "I don't know.." I finally reply, closing my green eyes in pleasure. I let his lips trail over me for a couple moments longer before tilting my head down to kiss his cheek, a stray hand running through his hair before coming to rest on the back of his neck.

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"I-I'd let you.." Connor whispered in hisear, grinning sheepishly before planting a kiss on Attyston's temple.
Lips met his after Attyston kissed across his cheek, and he felt a hand slide through his hair down to the back of his neck. Connor couldn't believe he was even here with him right now, shocked Attyston had ever even taken more than a passing glance his way. Or that he hadn't run when he realized what he was in for. The thought made Connor both happy, and terrified.
He didn't want to hurt this guy. But with how sick he was? How much worse it seemed to be getting?
What happened if his lings gave? Or his heart?
Connor swallowed, breaths wavering briefly. Poor Att really was in for the long haul. Connor didn't have the heart to tell him how bad it was. Or therefore the lack of one.

[Attyston Thomas]

A heavy blush crosses my face as he leans towards my ear to say that he'd let me. I bite my lower lip, grinning as he pressed his lips to my temple. "Don't do that to me." I whine, burying my face in Connor's neck. I run a hand down his back gently before nipping at his neck playfully. I didn't want to be the one to make a move, I didn't want to think that I was forcing him into something, though he did say he'd let me.. I sigh softly into his neck, feeling stupid. Why didn't I just do it? Because I was afraid of a backlash, even if he loved me.
I was afraid, honestly.

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Connor chuckled a bit, tolting his head back at the nips, a pleased hum passing slightly parted lips. Maybe Attyston didn't wnt to take things farther. And Connor was okay with that, too. Yeah, he was a bit nervous about it all, considering the history of rape he was living with, or selling himself for drug money.. That was another thing Attyston didn't know. Oops.
Still... Att was different, right? He wouldn't use him.
Connor could hope not at least.
Hands traced down Attyston's sides slowly and he smiled at him before kissing him tenderly on the lips, blue eyes searching his face.

[Attyston Thomas]

I giggle as he tilts his head back, a humming noise coming from him. I run my tongue over his skin, bringing my hand back up to his neck. I didn't want to think about making that decision, I didn't want to make Connor think I didn't like him, or make him think that I liked him too much. It was a terrible feeling, really. I let out a low whimper as he trails his hands down my sides before his lips gently meet mine. My green eyes meet his blue ones and I offer Con a small smile, tilting my head forward to rest my forehead against his. "I'm sorry.. I should've kept my mouth shut." I say quietly, biting my lower lip.

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Connor blinked up at Attyston quietly for a moment as he spoke. And then the younger male shook his head. "I-I don't mind," he insisted with a smile. "No pr-ressure." A faint shrug, trembling fingers reaching to caress Attyston'scheek, cool and shaky. It wouldn't be long before he hit withdrawals, just from a day without a fix. Wouldn't be long before he was back to miserable and begging on this rollercoaster of highs and crashes.
There big problem was how much his sick, starved body could actually take withdrawal-wise. He pushed all thoughts aside, singing softly under his breath, lyrics to a Letlive. song that he had stuck in his head. They were soft, a smile tugging the corners of his lips. Exhaustion and pain was beginning to creep into his blue eyes however, fingers tracing over Att's ribcage, writing their name's across his back with them.

[Attyston Thomas]

I avert my gaze him his face as he goes on that there was no pressure. I still felt bad, maybe that I was leading him on? But I really wasn't, was I? I smile softly as Connor's hand traces my cheek, his skin cool on mine. I reach up to take his hand in mine before bringing it to my lips. I bury my face in his shoulder as he sang, his fingers grazing over my ribs and back. Finally I pull back and press my lips to his, a small smile breaking over my face. I wrap my arms around his neck, pulling him to me as I did so. He was right in front of me, I couldn't help but kiss him.

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Connor smiled as he was kissed again. Arms wrapped up around Attyston loosely despite the sharp pains that followed in complaint. He was starting to feel chilled, though his skin was most likely soon to be clamy. He had nothing to ride on. A full on crash course on it's way. Maybe he could wait until Att fell asleep..get a fix to put him even, stop the shakes and discomfort. If he wasn't getting high, was it a bad thing? His desperate mindset told him no.
Blue eyes closed as he kissed Attyston once more. A soft breath passed his lips, a single, helpless tear escaping, rolling hot down his cheek and dripping off his jaw.

[Attyston Thomas]

I can feel the smile that crosses his lips. I ran my hands gently down his back, not wanting to hurt him. He'd been through so much today, and here I was, taking advantage of him. I shake the thought out of my head. Connor had smiled, so I couldn't be forcing him or guilting him into anything. Or at least I hoped not. I playfully take his bottom lip between my teeth, pulling back and opening my green eyes to wink at him. I chuckle lightly, letting go of his lip. I take Con's face in my hands, thumbs running over hid cheeks affectionately. "I love you.. so much." I breathe, a grin crossing my face.

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Connor felt one of Attyston's thumbs brush over his damp cheek and he sniffled softly. Blue eyes opened at the words, washed in guilt because of hood constant thoughts about his next possible fix. Still, he couldn't help the bright, sheepish smile at what Attyston had to say. "I.. Love y-you too.." He breathed, kissing him softly before a faint shiver overcame his thin body. He coughed, clearing his throat and leaning back to rest his head on the arm of the couch.
Blue eyes studied Attyston in awe, still disbelieving that he was right here in his arms. It was amazing.

[Attyston Thomas]

A miniscule frown grows on my face at his sniffle, my expression softening. What was wrong? Had I done something? I push the thoughts away as Connor smiled at me softly, his lips meeting mine for a split second before he broke it. "Good, because you're pretty much stuck with me." I reply, shrugging my shoulders as if it couldn't be helped. I watch as his eyes studied me, a blush creeping across my face before I looked away. "See something you like?" I finally ask playfully, posing for Connor before chuckling at myself.

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Connor laughed a bit. "O-of course I do," he insisted, reaching to wipe at the corner of his eye with a trembling hand. He buried his face in the crook of Attyston's neck and closed his eyes. He finally leaned back again, chewing on his lip ring and forcing a smile. He kissed him once more, then reached to pull the blanket along the back of the couch over the them as he shivered again.