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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 20, 2013 18:03:37 GMT -5
I nod quietly as he goes on about his family and don't reply, not wanting to step on any feelings or anything. I stiffen as Jason mentions Mark and I bite my lower lip. "Yeah.. he- he was my boyfriend." I reply, shrugging as if it didn't amtter, though it really did. It tore me apart, and pissed me off- he blamed me for not fighting ahrder to stay, not moving in with him. But, Leah was my family, and I couldn't leave the only family I had elft. Though, if I'd known what she'd turn into.. I unconsciously shake my head, burying my face in Jason's shoulder to hide the tears swimming in my eyes.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 20, 2013 18:08:58 GMT -5
I hear him speak and I could hear how his voice changed slightly. My arms wrapped around him tightly and I kissed his head. "Well, I'm not sure what happened but I'm sorry," I say, holding him and running my hand through his hair. My heart drops at my next thought and I sigh mentally before looking down at him. "If you want, I could bring you to see him one day," I say, refusing to look at him. It would be painful for me to see them together but I wanted him happy more than me being happy. My hands rest along his back as I turn on the TV and wait for Netflix to pop up.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 20, 2013 18:31:27 GMT -5
His arms wrap around me and I snuggle into him, finding some comfort in Jason's embrace. "I-Its not your fault, its Leah's fault." I sniffle, wrapping a leg around his waist to get closer to him.
"No!" I snap at his offer, shaking my head.
"I'm never going back to New York. He blamed me. It wasn't my fault.." I add, a few tears falling down my face before I turn away, wanting to hide them from Jason.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 20, 2013 18:38:52 GMT -5
I hold him closer when he says it's not my fault and try to comfort him until he turns away. I frown, having seen the tears. My fingers reach up and I brush the tears off lightly before pulling him against me. "If he blamed you, he wasn't worth it," I state as I hold him. I knew how it was to be blamed for moving or something and I knew it wasn't great when they made you feel like it everyday. "He shouldn't have done that. I'm probably sounding crude but if he didn't let you explain or did and still blamed you, he's not worth it."
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 20, 2013 18:47:59 GMT -5
I turn my face away as he wipes the tears from my face, ashamed. I bite my lower lip as Jason speaks and shake my head. "Shut the fuck up." I growl, sitting up. "You didn't know him, so don't say anything." I say, shaking my head. "We'd been together since eighth grade! That's about three years, and I could've stayed if I'd tried." I argue, shoking up at the end and crawling down from the bed. "Forget about it." I mumble, crossing the room to shut the door behind me and cross to mine, sitting on the edge and putting my head in my hands for a moment.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 20, 2013 18:53:03 GMT -5
I frown when he gets upset and sit in the bed, unsure of what to do once he left. I shake my head and lay back, trying to smother myself with a pillow before getting up and walking to his room. It had already been about twelve minutes since he left and I assumed he was calm enough. I knock on the door, already looking away. "Sorry. Could we try that again?" I ask quietly, feeling insecure. I wrapped my arm around myself before sitting against the wall next to his door and looking at the door. I huff silently and put my head on my knees, not really paying attention.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 20, 2013 19:06:36 GMT -5
I'd been staring at the wall for a while before a knock startles me out of my thoughts and I sigh. I stand and wander to the door, pausing before opening it and lookaround around for Jason before noticing him sitting on the floor. I plop down beside him, looking at my feet. "I'm sorry." I sigh, reaching up to run a hand through my red and black hair, hating myself for going off like that. I look back over at him and hesitantly hold out my arms to him, hoping Jason wouldn't be annoyed at me.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 20, 2013 19:43:36 GMT -5
I watch as he walks out and sits beside me. When he apologizes, I shake my head, looking at him. "You had a reason to defend him and I don't mind it. I was the one that started it anyway," I say, leaning my head against his chest as he held out his arms. My arms wrap around his waist and I keep my face down for a minute before looking up at him and kissing his cheek. "So, you still up for movies?" I ask, smiling slightly as I held him close.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 20, 2013 19:56:33 GMT -5
I shrug as he goes on that I don't have to apologize and run a hand through his hair after Jason lays his head on my chest. I grin as his arms wrap around my waist and I giggle softly. "Only if you'll carry me." I reply, wrapping my thin arms around Jason's neck and pulling myself to him.
"Please." I add, sticking out my lower lip.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 20, 2013 20:06:58 GMT -5
His hand runs through my hair and I can't help but smile. After his giggle, his words catch me and I shrug. My leg was injured but I would gladly do so if it made him happy. I chuckle and stand, holding Calden bridal style as I did so. I carried him to the room, laying him gently on the bed before crawling beside him. My arms wrap around him and I look over before smiling. "You want to choose the first movie?" I asked, hesitantly grabbing one of his hands.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 20, 2013 20:20:51 GMT -5
I giggle again as he stands and carries me into his room and I wrap my arms around Jason as he lays down beside me. "I don't care." I reply, shaking my head before laying my head on his shoulder. I absently trail a hand down Jason's chest, liking the feel of his abs. Mark hadn't had abs, he fell under the label of 'emo', which usually went with being pale and skinny- which he was.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 20, 2013 20:26:21 GMT -5
I look over when he holds me and I smile slightly before grabbing the remote and finding some movie that looked interesting. I didn't even read the description as I clicked on it and waited for the movie to start. My hand squeezed the one I was holding and I chuckle as I feel Calden's hand feels my abs. My lips meet his nose and I smile, resting my head on his and looking at the TV screen for a minute. I already knew my mind was going to be more focused on him than the movie.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 20, 2013 20:31:45 GMT -5
I keep my hazel eyes on his face instead of the TV screen and giggle as Jason kissed my nose. I fiddle with the hem of his boxers teasingly before running my hand back up his chest to poke his nose. I had a feeling that I wouldn't really be paying attention to the movie, but I was fine with it. I lean for ward to kiss Jason for a moment before pulling back and resting my head on his chest as I waited for the movie to start.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 20, 2013 20:39:28 GMT -5
I roll my eyes as Calden plays with my boxers. After he pokes my nose, I playfully snap at it. Our lips meet for a moment and we're soon resting again. I keep an arm around him as the movie begins though I'm paying more attention to him. "Want something to drink?" I whisper as if in a movie theater. My hand pushes his hair from his face when it falls and I smile down at him before kissing his cheek. Our heads were side by side and I felt better beside him. I pop open my coke and take a sip before setting it on the side.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 20, 2013 20:46:45 GMT -5
I giggle as he snaps at my finger before looking at the screen as the movie starts.
I roll my hazel eyes as Jason asks if I want something to drink before he opens his coke.
I reach across him though I can't reach and snap my fingers, pointing at it and making a needy noise. When he hands it to me I take a sip, playfully running my tongue along the rum before handingit back with a grin.
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