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[Calden LeCoste]

A small smile crosses my face as he kisses me back and I'm glad that Jason didn't get amd at me for rejecting him then kissing him. I liked him, but I.. I just wasn't ready for something like a relationship. I knew it was stupid, but it amde eprfect sense to me: I didn't want to ruin anyone else's life. I don't notice the tears that fall down my face as he lays back and I finally deepen the kiss, running my fingers over the hem of his boxers, wanting to make some sort of move yet terrified to do so.

[Jason Monroe]

I smile as he lays against me though I feel something wet fall onto my face. I pull back and see that he's crying and wipe the tears away, frowning. "What's wrong?" I asked quietly, ignoring him messing with my boxers. My arms wrap around him and I pull him against me, frowning and wishing there was something I could to for him. For his sake, I pull my boxers down slightly for him to know it was okay for him to make the move though I keep my arms around him afterwards. It was hard to see him cry and I had no idea why. One hand trails through his hair and I close my eyes, holding him close.

[Calden LeCoste]

I huff as he pulls back, though at his question all my walls crumble and more tears fall down my face, hiccuping sobs racking my thin body. "I-I'm t-tired of hurt-ting people." I sniffle, sitting up and wiping at my face, angry at myself. "I a-always r-ruin everthing." I continue, more tears falling down my face and dripping off my chin and onto Jason's chest. I wipe at my face, avoiding looking at him as I take deep breaths and try to calm myself, an occasional sob escaping me.

[Jason Monroe]

I hold him close to me, rubbing his back as he sobs and I frown when he sits up. "You don't run everything," I say, sitting up enough to help wipe at his face before grabbing his hands and forcing him to look at me. "I'll let you in on a secret. The only thing that has kept me going this far was you," I say, finally letting out the biggest secret I had. I was horrible to him before but for some reason, knowing I wasn't the only one being tortured each day and knowing the other was someone I liked kept me going. Honestly, if it wasn't for meeting him, we wouldn't be sitting here as we were now. My fingers release his hands lightly and I kiss his cheek.

[Calden LeCoste]

My lower lip trembles as he takes my hands and forces me to look at him. My mouth drops open for a moment as he speaks and I try to wrap my mind around it. "Y-you mean sex?" I ask, my brow creasing. That's what I got out of what Jason had jsut told me, though maybe I just ahd a bad mind. He'd said' this far' and we'd fucked twice now, so that's what I got from it. Another sniffle escapes me and I push my hair from my face with a hesitant smile as he kisses my cheek.

[Jason Monroe]

I shake my head, chuckling lightly on accident but letting it go. "No. You're what kept me living," I say, pulling him to me and smiling after I saw him smile. My arms stay tightly around him and I wondered if he remembered when I was where he was at. Back in sixth, I was the emo kid who decided to try out for the football team. When I made it, everything changed. I was picked on and shit everyday though after a while, they began to accept that I was just like them. My arms squeeze him tightly, hoping he would be better.

[Calden LeCoste]

I frown as he laughs but nod once after he explains and I look down at my lap shyly. "R-really?" I ask hesitantly, part of my afraid that Jason would laugh and shake his head, another part afraid that he'd confirm it. I bite my lower lip and reach out to push his hair from his face and lean forward to kiss him lightly, though it soon deepens. I couldn't help it, everything in my body was telling me to kiss him, and I wasn't exactly known for my self control.

[Jason Monroe]

I nod when he asks if I was telling the truth and look away. Nobody had been told that and here it was in the open. When he pushes my hair from my face, I look over right as he lips meet mine and I kiss him back, keeping my arms around him, gladly going with the kiss deepening. I reach for one hand, not sure if I reached it or not though I rest my hand on his before playing with his fingers. I wasn't sure what else to do at the moment so I just went along with his plans which seemed to be like mine and come right on the spot.

[Calden LeCoste]

I grin as he kisses me back and I hope that he doesn't find it too weird. I slowly run a hand down his chest and pause for a moment before sliding my hand under Jason's boxers and I run my tongue across his lower lip before aprting my lips to allow his tongue entrance into my mouth. It was weird being asked out, saying no, then kissing said guy, but it made perfect sense to me, somehow.. and I liked it.

[Jason Monroe]

I smile slightly as his hand goes down my chest though when it enters my boxer, I let out a soft moan before my tongue slides to his mouth. I run along his cheek before allowing my tongue to flick his and finding my breathing getting slightly heavier as I ran my hands up his shorts, stopping at his thighs though I ran them up and down. I nibbled on his lip, pulling back with his lip still in my mouth before leaning forward and kissing him again.

[Calden LeCoste]

I smirk mentally at his moan and let his tongue explore my mouth before my tongue meets his. I groan softly as Jason's hands ran up my thighs and I pull my hand from his boxers to tug them down a bit though I stop, wanting to play with him a bit and not get exactly to the point. I whine as he pulls back with my lips in his mouth before we're kissing again, our lips melding together. I tug his boxers down a bit more, though I stop again.

[Jason Monroe]

I smile as he pulls down my boxers slightly and slide my hands further up his shorts until they're just in the right area. My lips run to meet his neck and I groan lightly when he pulls my boxers down a little more before stopping again. My hands play with him slightly before being pulled out of his shorts to lay down again. He was going to top once more whether he liked it or not and I'm sure he would. I nip at the warm flesh before trailing my tongue up and down his neck lightly. It wasn't the most romantic thing with moans going on in the background but it was something we both enjoyed.

[Calden LeCoste]

I let out a groan as his hands slide further up my shorts, and his lips find my neck and I run a hand through his hair again. I didn't want to immediately ge to the point like we kind of had before, so I nip at Jason's neck playfully, a smirk on my face. I groan again as Jason runs his tongue over my skin and I press my lips to his skin to suck at his neck, hoping to leave a hickey before I tug his boxers down a little farther.

[Jason Monroe]

His groan only pushes me on more and I begin to suck on his neck lightly. We both had the same idea of drawing out the foreplay before getting to the point. My arms find his ass and I squeeze it lightly, keeping my hands there before pulling his shorts down slightly. Together, I was sure that nothing could stop us but right now, this moment was all I needed to be calm. I nip at his neck while sucking, hoping I didn't hurt him as I did so. I moan lightly as my boxers are tugged and he sucks at my neck, seeing we both had the same idea.

[Calden LeCoste]

I run my tongue across his skin, a moan escaping me as Jason sucked at my neck. The moans in the background weren't exactly the best mood music in the world, but I didn't really care. A whimper escapes me as he grabs my ass and I knew I had a problem now. I tug Jason's boxers a bit farther down and press myself against him, grinding our hips together, a groan escaping my lips before I bit at his neck softly.