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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 8, 2013 18:17:13 GMT -5
"Nope." I reply smoothly before our lips meet again. If someone had told me yesterday that I'd be making out with Jason, I certainly wouldn't have believed it- though I didn't really trust anyone anymore, so maybe that wasn't saying much. His lips part and I slide my tongue into his mouth, brushing over teeth before running across the inside of his cheek. My face heats as a lump rises against my hand, that was when I really believed that Jason was gay. No straight guy would get turned on by another guy. A giggle rises from my throat at his moan and I pull back for a moment to shakily pull his shirt over his head, my hazel eyes roving over his chest.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 8, 2013 18:28:17 GMT -5
I feel his tongue inside my mouth and I quickly meet his after a second, playing with it the best I could at the moment. I feel his hand still on my crotch and I knew that he was feeling me and I wanted to pull away until I hear him giggle and pull my shirt over my head. I smirk slightly and wrap my arms around his hips to place them in the back pockets of his jeans. "So, it wouldn't be counted as taking advantage of you if we did get to business, right?" I ask with a slight smile before allowing my lips to meet his neck and nipping at the warm, soft skin.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 8, 2013 18:41:02 GMT -5
His arms around around my waist for his hands to slide into the back pocket of my skinny jeans, a blush creeping across my face. I freeze at his question, memories bubbling up in my mind. The only person I'd ever been with had been Mark, and after Leah had made me move with her I'd promised myself I'd never get attatched to someone ever again, you only ever got your heart broekn when you gave it to someone else. But, blowjobs and sex didn't make you love another person, right? No, just look at Leah. Though, she wasn't exactly a normal human being. A high pitched groan escapes from me as Jason presses his lips to my neck, effectively cutting me off from my thoughts. "No." I finally answer, shaking my head. But, 'getting to business' did involve getting naked, and no one had seen me naked after I'd moved, after everything had gone to Hell in a handbasket. After the self harm, the skipping of meals, and the drugs. I was scared. I was scared, not of Jason taking advantage of me, but of him not wanting me once he saw me. But, tail was tail, right? I bite my lower lip before burying my face in his neck, not wanting him to see my fear.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 8, 2013 18:53:01 GMT -5
I keep my lips to his neck after I hear him groan and nip at the skin. Before I hear him answer, I lightly grope his ass slightly before smiling. A thought makes me freeze for a moment before I act like it was nothing. Nobody had ever seen enough of me to see that I had cut myself before. I guess that was going to be another secret that I would trust Calden with. I hold him to me, not wanting to get too far too quickly. There were some things that were better if taken slowly though if he did want to have sex, I succumb only then.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 8, 2013 19:08:26 GMT -5
When he grips my ass I move side to side playfully, not being able to stop the small grin that crosses my face. Jason holds me to him, the moments stretching on in silence. One of us would have to make a move eventually. Finally I pull my face away from his neck and press my lips to his again, my grip on his crotch shifting slightly before tightening. I smirk before nipping at Jason's lower lip playfully before pulling back and using my hand that was around his neck to push my red and black hair out of my face. My hazel eyes move over his bare chest again, then lower. Sure, I could see guys shirtless in the locker room everyday, but I always changed when no one else was in there, and none of them were gay, anyway. So it changed things. I shift on Jason's lap uncomfortably before pressing my lips to his quickly, not wanting him to notice that I now had the same problem he did.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 9, 2013 21:35:09 GMT -5
I smile as he moves side to side and grip harder as if trying to keep him in place. When he puts his lips against mine, I smile slightly before groaning as his hand tightened. My hands move to the hem of his shirt and I pull back, slowly pulling it off before picking him up to carry him to my room. The bed in there was bigger and I was sure it would be well needed for both of us after a while. I could see the bulge in his pants though I pretended not notice for his sake. Once in my room, I lay him on the bed and crawl over him,kissing down his chest before playing with the hem of his pants.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 9, 2013 21:48:15 GMT -5
He lets out a groan before his hands find the hem of the black and grey tie dye hoodie to pull it over my head as I glance away for a moment, self conscious. I wrap my bony arms around Jason's neck as he picks me up to carry me out of the living room and down the hallway to his bed room, a blush creeping across my face. I let a soft moan escape my lips as he kissed down my chest where my ribs protruded and I hoped he wouldn't stop because of it. My thin hands find the hem of his pants and I undo the button then the zipper to pull them down before hungrily pressing my lips to his again, nipping at Jason's lower lip. I wrap a leg around his waist, pressing myself again him as I ran my tongue across his lower lip.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 9, 2013 21:55:22 GMT -5
I smile as his arms find their way around my neck as I walk. His moan catches my ears and I can't help but nip at his chest a little to see if that would help. His hands find my pants and I begin to undo his as he undoes mine. Our lips meet in a hungry crash and I stop myself from pulling down his boxers just yet. My lips part obediently and I soon find myself fiddling with the him of his pants though I was sure that it wouldn't be long until on of us got naked. My hips slowly move against his and I smile slightly. "I'm going to trust you with another secret," I whisper against his lips.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 9, 2013 22:02:56 GMT -5
His hands are on the button and zipper of my skinnies as mine are on his and I slide my tongue into his mouth after Jason parts his lips. "W-What?" I ask breathlessly, pulling back to look at him for a moment. I was still afraid of how he would react when my hips were fully uncovered, but I'd cross that bridge when I got there. After a moment I shimmy side to side in an effort to get my skinny jeans down, though they soon got stuff and I huff helplessly, reaching a hand up to push my red and black hair out of my face.
"Y-You gonna help me?" I ask innocently, raising my eyebrows at Jason.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 9, 2013 22:06:51 GMT -5
I frown when he asks what and I shake my head for a second before watching him try to get his pants down. I chuckle lightly as he asks if I'm going to help and run my hands from his hips, down his thighs to the hem of his pants before pulling them off. My hand finds its way to his bulge and I chuckle lightly before leaning to his neck and kissing it. "I use to cut myself. My hips are all scarred up along with my thighs," I whisper, frowning though it wasn't much of a big deal anymore.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 9, 2013 22:12:47 GMT -5
I shiver runs down my spine as his hands roam from my hips to my thighs and then to the hem of my skinnies to tug them off. I whimper helplessly as Jason's hand finds my crotch and I arch against his palm. I nod as he says that he used to cut himself, the gravity of it not really sinking. "I.. uh, you'll see." I mumble, my hazel eyes looking away from him, embarassed. I finally bring my gaze back to his face to kiss him passionantely before burying my face in his neck. "You ev-ver do this before?" I ask thickly, bringing my lips to his ear as I spoke, as if such a thing shouldn't have been spoken out loud.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 9, 2013 22:18:28 GMT -5
I smile slightly as he whimpers and arches himself against my hand before I tighten my grip slightly. He looks away and I decide not to pester him about his secret after he kisses me. "Only once, I'm still new to the whole concept," I reply, nipping at his shoulder. The only person I had done this with was one of the few people who wanted to experiment. I was the one that found this was what I liked. I bite his shoulder though make sure not to hurt him, keeping my hand on his crotch, the other hand slowly sliding down his boxers some.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 9, 2013 22:24:37 GMT -5
I nod at his reply, a small grin working its way onto my face. Once. I had myself a bit of an innocent, then. "I've.. uh. I don't know, depends what we're doing exactly. But, only one guy." I offer, shrugging my shoulders as I bit the inside of my lower lip. I wouldn't let myself say his name aloud, I feared that it would just bring the heartbreak back to the surface. I groan as Jason bites my shoulder before pressing my lips to his neck, nipping at his warm skin as he tugged at my boxers, some of my scars and cuts now visible, though the worst were still hidden. I stiffen with anxiety. Would he sneer at me and walk away? Though he had some he cut, too, but it couldn't be as worse as mine, right?
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Post by Jason Monroe on Aug 10, 2013 15:38:03 GMT -5
I keep my arms around him before pulling down his boxers fully and smiling. I saw the scars and knew that I had two on my thighs that would immediately have beat these. They almost made it to the bone and it was obvious but at the moment, I had no care about it. I smile and kiss down his chest once more before seeing if he would pull down my boxers as I played with his hair. I nip at his lip and can't help but chuckle lightly at myself. I usually didn't act like this with anyone and it shocked me but I also thought it was sweet.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Aug 10, 2013 16:00:42 GMT -5
A blush crosses my face as he tugs my boxers down fully and my hands find his boxers as Jason's lips trail down my chest. I let out a soft groan as he bites my lip and I finally tug his boxers down, or as far as I could get them at the moment. My hands find his hips to pull him to me and I kiss him again, closing my hazel eyes as I did so. I didn't know why I was doing this, but you only lived once, right? Yeah, Jason could tell people at school about my anorexia and my self harm, but, at the same time, he'd have to tell them he was gay. Unless he made up some cock and bull story about seeing me in the locker room or something. Maybe the bullying would only get worse, maybe I shouldn't have agreed to follow him out into the woods in the first place. Fuck, I didn't know.
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