First Time for Everything; Calden

[Jason Monroe]

I slumped against the bathroom wall and glanced over at Calden before getting up and pulling up my pants. I wasn't sure now our events came to be but it was very interesting. Spring break had finally come and we were still living together, a lot closer than I could ever imagine. I finally stand, wrapping my arms around him and kissing his cheek. Our pizza should have been out by now and honestly, I was surprised no one had come to see what was going on.
My arms snake around him, and I chuckle, brushing my thumb against his cheek before straightening up his sex hair. "I think we should check on our pizza," I whisper, looking at him before looking in the mirror at us. I had finally began wearing T-shirts and ripped jeans again and I forgot how much I missed them. My hand reaches for his, still not sure if it was okay for me to just go ahead and grab it our wait for him to make the move.

[Calden LeCoste]

I pant softly before reaching down to pull up my boxers and skinny jeans, tightening my belt. I smile softly and wrap an arm around Jason's waist and lean against him for a moment. I'd gained a bit of weight living with him, though I'd still sneak off to the bathroom or tell him I'd already eaten- old habits died hard. "Okay." I reply softly, running a hand through his ruffled ahir to fix it. I was glad that no one had come to check on us- that'd be just a tad awkward. I lace my fingers through his before walking to the bathroom door and push it open to walk through, shoulders straighter than they used to be.

[Jason Monroe]

We walk to the counter, and I look around, rubbing Calden's hand with my thumb as we waited for our pizza. I was amazed that they hadn't finished by now but I was also kind of glad. My gaze goes to Calden and I chuckle to myself when I look back to see our pizza being brought to us. I pull out my wallet and give it to the clerk before leaning back and putting it back with the pizza already in my hand. "Ready to go?" I ask, looking over Calden and smiling brightly.

[Calden LeCoste]

I hide a smile as his thumb ran over my hand by looking down at my feet, reaching up my free hand to push my red and black dyed hair from my face. I look over to catch Jason looking at me and a blush crosses my face before the pizza is being brought to the front and I'm already leading him towards the door, ready to get back home. Home. I considered Jason's apartment home. I had my own room, but we usually slept together- either in my bed or his. But, he hadn't yet found my pictures of Mark. If I had my way, he never would. He'd never know how I clung to the memory of when I was truly happy, innocent, and thinking that nothing could go wrong. I pull open the passenger side of his car and reach to take the pizza and set it in the floor board, crossing my legs to keep from smushing it.

[Jason Monroe]

I chuckle as he leads me to the exit once we get the pizza and I'm soon in the car, looking behind me before pulling out. My hand reaches out to his and I smile, beginning to drive to the apartment. "What we gonna do when home?" I ask, glancing over before looking at the road. The apartment was a good fifteen minute drive from the house so I decided that making plans would be the best way to see what to do.

[Calden LeCoste]

I tap my fingers along my thigh as we pull out and I let Jason take my hand in his. He hadn't approached the topic of dating again and I was glad. I still didn't know what I felt for him, yet we still had our strange arrangement going. People probably though we were dating, though, we acted like it sometimes. "I need a smoke when we get back.." I state, glancing voer at Jason out the corner of my eye. Maybe I could get him not to notice that I'd only eat one piece of pizza. I look back out the window, lacing my fingers through his and reaching my free hand up to push my red and black hair from my face. "You have any ideas?" I add.

[Jason Monroe]

I shrug when he says he needs a smoke and lean back in my seat, stopping at a red light. I knew he was only going to eat one piece of pizza and I didn't mind. I did get a small for that reason. "Nothing really. I'm kind of tired of watching movies," I say, shrugging and looking at him before going as the light turned green. "Don't worry, I'll allow you to eat only one slice," I say, glancing over before taking a left turn.

[Calden LeCoste]

"Yeah." I agree softly with a limp shrug. We'd been holed up in the apartment for a couple days, and this had been one of our first excursions. I chuckle darkly at Jason's comment and shake my ehad, crossing my thin arms over my chest. "What would you do, anyway, shove it down my throat?" I ask innocently, though there was a hint of a smirk on my face about the not so hidden double meaning. I bite my lower lip to keep from laughing, my hazel eyes going abck out the window as we drove.

[Jason Monroe]

I'm soon turning into the drive way and I shrug. "Pizza is the last thing on my list to shove down your throat," I say, sticking my tongue out before kissing his cheek and taking the pizza from him. It wasn't like I had a long list of things to shove down his throat but pizza would probably be last if I had a list. I get my keys and get the apartment key ready before waiting for Calden. I wasn't sure where our relationship stood but it certainly couldn't be friends.

[Calden LeCoste]

"Agreed." I reply with a wink as his lips pressed to my cheek. I hand Jason the pizza and climb out of the passenger seat, fishing my apck of cigarettes from my pocket. "You can go in; I'll be in in a bit." I say as he looks back at me before I pull out a cigarette and light it before putting my pack away and bringing it to my lips for a long drag. I'd cut backa tad bit on my smoking, too, though it was pretty damn hard to quit. I plop down on the hood of Jason's car, hoping that he wouldn't mind me sitting on it.

[Jason Monroe]

I chuckle lightly before he fishes his cigarettes out and smile. "Okay," I say, walking up the stairs with a smile. Now I could put something romantic together for him. Once I'm at the door, I scramble to open it before walking inside and dimming the lights. Sure, pizza wasn't romantic but none of this could be extremely romantic. I put a small light in the middle of the table and pull out two wine glasses, filling them with beer.

[Calden LeCoste]

I bring my cigarette to my lips again, looking at Jason's butt as he walked away and up the stairs. I breathe out the smoke before pushing my red and black hair from my face before taking anotehr puff, hazel eyes looking down at my feet before my smoke is gone and I drop it before stepping on it with the toe of my shoe. I stand and pull up my skinny jeans before starting up te stairs and going over to the apartment door to twist the knob.

[Jason Monroe]

I look around before running to my room and pulling out a bottle of Jack before putting it beside another set of wine glasses just in case he wanted some later. I sit on the couch and look up as the door knob twists and I shrug for a second, hoping that he would like this. I look around for a second before sighing. It would be better if I had some type of flower to give to him though I didn't.

[Calden LeCoste]

I push the door open, pausing at the dim lighting before I raise my eyebrows and step in, shutting the door behind me as my hazel eyes fall on Jason. "If you wanted to get into my pants, all you had to do was ask." I say, shrugging a bit before walking over to plop down on his lap, pulling him to me for a quick hug. "Its nice, though." I add with a small grin, lightly kissing Jason and resting my forehead on his for a moment.

[Jason Monroe]

I smile as he walks in though I look away as he says that I had to ask if I wanted to get into his pants. "That's not why I did this. You just deserve something nice," I say, kissing him before his forehead rests on mine. I wrap my arms around him and rest my head on his chest as he sits on my lap, listening to his heart. I would ask him out again but I feared being rejected again. Besides, it seemed he was more manly than me in this relationship even if I was the one that could beat the shit out of people.