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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 17, 2013 18:15:54 GMT -5
I cross my arms over my thin chest as he stands before yelling at me. "Whatever. Go fuck yourself." I mumble, turning my back to him before moving over to my closet. I tug the door open and plop down inside it, shutting it behind me as I draw my knees up to my chest. This wasn't how a good high was supposed to be spent- in a damn closet. I find my other bag inside and pull it towards me, quietly unzipping it before beginning to dig through it.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 17, 2013 18:20:24 GMT -5
A huff escapes me and I look at the door before looking down again. If he was looking for anything that could potentially harm him, it was all gone. I didn't leave anything for him to do so and I was sure he was out of booze. A thought comes to mind and I look around for a second before sending the video to Calden's phone under a different number. It would be much easier to show him like that since I got him a new phone not to long ago. I huff when I do so and know that it won't go my way but it had to be done. Under the video, I type something horrible about me and hope that he'll think it's from a jock or something instead of me.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 17, 2013 18:34:40 GMT -5
I huff as I find random papers and a pack of cigarettes- no blades, no more surprise weed, no alcohol. I fling it towards the other side of the closet, jumping as my phone vibrated in my pocket. I raise my eyebrows as I read the description and my lower lip trembles for a moment. Some jock sending it to me to rub it in my face- no doubt. I drop it to the floor and stand, walking over to stand in front of him. I prod Jason with my toe a bit, looking away. "I have to pee." I say, crossing my arms over my chest.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 17, 2013 18:41:14 GMT -5
I huff and rest my head against the door before looking up as Calden comes out of the closet (no pun intended XD.) My fingers trail up my arm and I look down before looking back up at him. "Watch the video and I'll let you pee," I say, crossing my arms over my chest. My fingers play with a stray string on the jacket and I bite my lip as I stand to look at Calden. "Please. I'll even let you go if you do,"I say, looking down and frowning. I knew this was a horrible idea but I needed him to watch the video.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 17, 2013 18:48:55 GMT -5
"Oh my fucking god." I groan, holding a hand out for his phone. It couldn't hurt anymore than watching Jason kiss her in real life- could it? I braced myself; it probably would. It'd hurt more than being the laughing stock of the whole school because I actually fell for this bullshit. A sniffle escapes me and I try to blink away the tears forming in my hazel eyes, looking down at my feet as they start to fall down my face.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 17, 2013 18:56:51 GMT -5
I look up when he holds his hand out for my phone and I give it to him, looking down when I saw the tears well in his eyes. They soon fall down his face and I'm looking away, putting my head on my knees. My fingers wrap around my pants leg and a huff escapes me before I look up and hope that nothing really happens that causes him to actually never speak to me again.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 17, 2013 19:07:54 GMT -5
I click the play button to watch as Bree's lips smash to Jason's and I can feel my heart break. His hand moves up to tangle in her hair and I'm about to drop the phone, more tears falling down my face, before it moves. Moves back, too. I blink once, angrily wiping at my face as his hand moves to her stomach, obviously trying to push her away. I do drop it now, a confused expression on my face. The video, alcohol, and weed were really making my senses muddled.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 17, 2013 19:15:41 GMT -5
I watch as he watches the video before he begins to cry and I look away, wiping at my hair before looking up wen he drops my phone. I pull it to me and keep my eyes down, scooting out of the way so he can open the door. "I'm still not sure what you think...I'm just sorry about what you had to see," I mumble, trying not to cry though the tears fall down my face and I rest my head on my knees. There had to be something I could to make him realize I didn't want that to happen or even know it would happen.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 17, 2013 19:24:11 GMT -5
Arms wrap around me and I fold into the embrace, more tears falling down my face and I bury my face in Jason's shoulder, feeling ashamed. "I-I'm sorr-ry." I sniffle, pulling back and wiping at my face. I felt like an ass. My lower lip trembles and I suddenly push Jason away, spinning around and racing towards the trashcan to fall to my knees in front of it, gagging. Not much came up- I hadn't eaten at all today, despite all of his urging.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 17, 2013 19:30:09 GMT -5
I kiss his head when he buries his head into my shoulder and I sigh, tears falling down my own face. "No, it's fine," I mumble before he gets up and runs towards the trash can. I crawl to him and brush his hair from his face before biting my lip. He hadn't eaten like I'd hope he would. One arm wraps around him as he vomits and the other tries to keep his hair from getting vomit on. I kiss his shoulder lightly and keep looking at him, hoping he'd be okay.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 17, 2013 19:37:59 GMT -5
"G-Go away, don't look at me." I sniffle, tears falling down my face before I retched again. Jason's arm wraps around my waist, his other brushing my red and black hair from my face. I sob, feeling like absolute shit. Not only had I been a total jerk to him, but I was completely drunk off my ass and high. Not a very good combination. "I feel dirty." I mumble, sitting back once the wave of nausea passed, falling into his arms, plopping into his lap as I searched for comfort.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 17, 2013 20:08:02 GMT -5
When he tells me to go away, I only shake my head and hope that he was okay. When he sits on my lap, I pull him against me and kiss his cheek. "It's okay. I'll still be here," I say, looking down at him before rubbing his back and resting my head on his. There was nothing I could really do to make him feel better instantly but I was going to do my best to help him some. "You want me to get you something?" I ask, looking down at him.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 18, 2013 16:52:18 GMT -5
"Don't leave.." I murmur, wrapping my arms around his torso and holding myself to him. I sniffle as Jason's hand runs down my back after his lips press to my cheek. "A shower might be nice." I mumble, reaching up to brush my hair from my face before rubbing at my eyes with my palms.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 18, 2013 21:01:09 GMT -5
I keep Calden closer when he tells me not to leave and shake my head with a slight smile. "Why would I leave after trying so hard to keep you?" I ask, looking down at him before kissing his head and holding him against me. "Now or later?" I ask, running my hand down his back before stopping at his waist and resting my head on his.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 19, 2013 19:10:13 GMT -5
I shrug a bit at his question, burying my face in his shoulder as I held myself to him. "Eh, later." I murmur, pulling back to wipe my mouth on my sleeve, feelng nasty. "I do wanna brush my teeth though.." I add, pulling back from Jason and getting to my feet to stumble towards the bathroom. I lean against the sink, making a face as I grab my toothbrush and turn the faucet on before putting toothpaste over the bristles and beginning to brush, hoping to get the bitter taste out of my mouth.
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