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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 5, 2013 17:30:56 GMT -5
I look over at our legs as he scoots so that they're touching. I nod though I look at my feet. "Yeah, anything," I say, brushing my hair from my eyes before looking at him slightly. My hand rests on his knee and I rub it lightly though I don't look at him. My mind was racing with a million and one thoughts and I had no intention on trying to comprehend them all.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 5, 2013 17:38:27 GMT -5
I nod a bit as he replies, watching as his hand rested on my knee. I take Jason's hand in mind, lacing our figners together as I finally raised my gaze to his face. I sigh mentally before deciding that I didn't really have anything to lose. "Will you be my boyfriend?" I finally ask, forcing myself to keep my eyes on his face and not look away and show how sacred I was. I didn't know how this was going to turn out, but I did like Jason.. and I trusted him, which meant more than anything.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 5, 2013 17:40:51 GMT -5
His hand grabs mine and soon our fingers are laced together. I can tell he is looking at me though I don't want to look back. I force myself to right before he speaks and my eyes widen slightly. My hand squeezes his gently and I lean over to kiss him lightly, not caring that he was sick. "Of course," I say, smiling at him before pressing my lips to his hand lightly and looking at him.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 5, 2013 17:59:19 GMT -5
I see the surprise pass over his face and my stomach drops, thinking that he might not say yes. A hesitant grin passes over my face as Jason's leans over to kiss me before he spoke. I sigh softly, slinging my legs over his lap and resting my head on my chest. "Not promising that we're going to get married and adopt Chinese babies or anything, though." I add playfully, running a hand down Jason's chest absently.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 5, 2013 18:12:09 GMT -5
I smile when he does and hold his legs as they are swung over my lap. A chuckle escapes me and I run a hand through his hair and close my eyes before kissing his head. "Well, no Chinese babies. Perhaps Brazilian?" I suggest, laughing before leaning back and pulling Calden on top of me. I would prefer we get some that look like us but it would be kind of hard to do that. "Or one of those couples who have a surrogate," I say, beginning to actually think about it though not being quite serious about it.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 5, 2013 18:36:41 GMT -5
I smile as he runs a hand through my hair before his lips pressed to my head. "Nigerian." I snicker, shaking my head a bit. Jason leans back, pulling me over him and I take his cheeks in my hands to pull his face to mine for a kiss, hoping that he wouldn't mind that he might get sick from it. I pull back after a moment and rest my head on his chest, rolling my eyes a bit at his statement. "You're crazy." I mumble, staring at the wall as I listen to his heart beat. We were seventeen, and I'd probably be a horrible father anyway.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 6, 2013 18:00:25 GMT -5
I chuckle lightly before he kisses me. I kiss him back, holding him close to me for a minute before he brearks the kiss. I nod when he says I'm crazy and shrug slightly. "Maybe so but being crazy is a good thing," I say, kissing his head and rubbing his side lightly. Was it odd that I could call him my boyfriend but feel a bit weird about it? It was awesome for him to be mine but I was sure it would take a bit before I was use to it.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 6, 2013 18:22:35 GMT -5
Our lips meld together for a moment before I pull back, his face still in my hands. I soon let him go, a soft blush creeping across my face. "Only when its you." I reply, surprising myself. Where was all this coming from? It was like the old Calden- the happy, hopeful, sober Calden was trying to show through again. A frown crosses my face before I push it away, reaching up to run a hand through Jason's hair affectionantely. His hand runs down my side and I bite my lower lip , a hesitant smile on my face before I suddenly turn my face away to cough into the crook of my elbow.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 6, 2013 18:48:39 GMT -5
I smile slightly before he lets me go and look away for a minute. Had I done something wrong? His hand runs through my hair and I look back up at him with a slight smile before he coughs. It sounded pretty bad and I was no doctor. "We need to get you to a doctor," I mumble, sitting up and rubbing the back of my hand against his cheek. I was sure that he wouldn't like going to the doctor but it was only for him to be healthy again.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 6, 2013 18:57:17 GMT -5
Soon my coughing fit stops and I wheeze softly to myself, laying back in his arms. "No doctor!" I snap, shaking my head quickly. What would happen if they saw the burn? The scars? The cuts? No way, I was enver going to go to a doctor. "Its just a cold." I add, snuggling against Jason, running a hand down his chest, loving how he felt under his shirt. I turn my head to press a kiss into his throat, a lazy smile on my face as I lean back.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 6, 2013 19:04:10 GMT -5
I frown when he says no doctor but nod and hold him as he snuggled against me. I lean back down and hold him close before kissing his head. His lips are soon against my throat and I smile slightly. My hand stays on his back and I close my eyes, lightly rubbing my thumb over his back. I move the covers over us and hope he doesn't mind the moving much as I continue.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 6, 2013 19:10:53 GMT -5
His thumb runs over my back and I sigh softly, feeling another cough coming on though I hold it back. I smile as Jason pulls the covers over us and I grab his hand with mine to lace our fingers together happily, laying my head on his chest to listen to his heart beat. "Why do you like me?" I ask randomly, looking up at his face curiously.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 6, 2013 21:01:45 GMT -5
My finger rubs his hand as he laces our hands together. His head goes back to my chest and I close my eyes before he speaks. A blush crosses my cheek and I take a second before sighing. "Well, you actually helped me a lot whether you know it or not. Most of it was from seeing you were just like me...the rest being that you act like you don't care who judges you. All traits I admire," I say before looking away from him. It sounded weird out loud but it was all the truth.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 6, 2013 21:12:12 GMT -5
His finger runs across my hand and I smile, closing my eyes happily as I waited for Jason to reply. I raise my eyebrows a bit as he answered and I nod thoughtfully before wrapping an arm around him. "I actually do sorta care what people think... I just more act like I don't." I mumble, ashamed. I look away, a frown crossing my face. Criticism and insults got to me more than I let show, though you could tell by my skin.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 6, 2013 21:21:21 GMT -5
I look at him as he mumbles and kiss his head. "I kinda knew that..." I whisper before pulling him closer to me. People had no idea how much words hurt and I always tried to avoid that by hiding by a mask. "You are open with your sexuality but I wasn't until recently," I say with a shrug. My hand trails down his arm and I smile before kissing his nose and laughing lightly.
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