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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 6, 2013 21:43:00 GMT -5
A blush crosses my face as he speaks and I shrug my shoulders a bit, not meeting his gaze. I run my hand along Jason's back as he explains and I nod a bit, looking up at him. "And you were mean." I agree, nodding a bit. I decided not to go on that he was part of the reason I'd cut, turned to drugs; to escape the pain and the torment that he and the other jocks put me through. I giggle as Jason kisses my nose and I shut my eyes, leaning up to press my lips to his, a happy expression on my face. I still didn't know how this whole relationship thing would work but I'd try, and that's all he could ask of me.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 6, 2013 21:50:18 GMT -5
He speaks and I frown before looking away. "Yeah...you didn't deserve any of that," I say, hoping that he would forgive me. My arms wrap around him as he kisses me and I kiss back. I pull back and smile at him before holding him close and closing my eyes. "Wanna sleep again?" I ask, looking at him as my hand trails down his back and kissing his forehead. It was odd for me to do this for anyone but I was willing to for him.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 6, 2013 22:09:01 GMT -5
"Its okay.." I mumble before our lips meet. I want to deepen the kiss, but I really didn't want to get Jason sick. I sigh as he breaks the kiss and open my eyes, laying my head on his chest. "No, I want to cuddle." I huff, reaching up to run a hand through his hair. "Besides, we just started dating, and I don't want to fall asleep on you now." I add, shrugging my shoulders a bit as my hand continued to run down his back. I close my hazel eyes happily as Jason's lips pressed to my forehead and I sigh softly, snuggling against him.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 6, 2013 22:24:20 GMT -5
He sighs and I know he felt the same way I did about breaking the kiss. I chuckle when he says he wants to cuddle and shrug though his next statement doesn't make much sense. Sure, we just started dating but haven't we slept together for several weeks? I decide to ignore it and hold Calden closer to me before closing my eyes and running a hand through his hair. My head rests on his and I smile at him though I was sure he couldn't see.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 8, 2013 12:00:49 GMT -5
A smile grows on my face as he pulls me close and I press a kiss to his chest. "So. How're you?" I ask randomly, not wanting us to just lapse into silence. It was weird thinking that I was in a relationship again, but I sort of liked the whole concept. I finally had someone, and it was Jason. I shake my head a bit, if you'd told me a few months ago that I'd be dating him I would've thought you were crazy. But, now? Nope.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 9, 2013 17:10:37 GMT -5
A smile grows on my face as he kisses my chest and I pull him closer. "I'm good," I say before looking down at him and smiling. "You?" I ask before kissing his head and smiling. My fingers wrap around him before I rub his back and move slighlty. My arms were beginning to hurt for some reason but I didn't worry. It happened every now and then so it would be okay.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 10, 2013 19:06:58 GMT -5
"Good." I sigh happily, grinning as he pulled me closer. A cough tickles at the back of my throat and I sit up to take a sip of my water, running a hand through my black and white hair. "You're gonna get sick.." I warn, though there wasn't much threat behind me voice- I wanted Jason to told me, make everything better, not leave because of germs. I take another sip before screwing the cap back on and laying back, setting the plastic bottle beside me on the bed.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 11, 2013 18:35:58 GMT -5
My fingers wrap around Calden as he leans against me before he sits up and gets a sip of water. I shrug when he says that I was going to get sick and hold his hand. "And if I do, I'll have you take care of me," I say with a smile before holding him against me again. I kiss his head and close my eyes, knowing that we each liked this. A huff escapes me when I remember that school started again tomorrow and I hold Calden closer. "I don't wanna go to school tomorrow," I whine.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 12, 2013 16:02:48 GMT -5
"That's worse than the blind leading the blind." I reply, shaking my head and smiling as Jason's arms wrapped around me again. I roll my hazel eyes a bit as he speaks again and I shake my head a bit. "I'm the sick one, aren't I supposed to be complaining?" I say, sticking my tongue out at him playfully. I didn't really want to go back, either, but it would be nice to get out of the rut we'd both been in- if only we had classes together..
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 12, 2013 16:58:45 GMT -5
I chuckle but shrug after Calden speaks. "You might be sick but we can both complain," I say, kissing his cheek before looking at the ceiling. We had one class together; gym. But there we would both have to be on the run from everyone. It was kind of upsetting but it would be fine. My fingers stay around him before I close my eyes and yawn slightly and looking at him with a smile.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 12, 2013 17:20:54 GMT -5
-skip-
I brush my red and black hair from my face as I walk out of my first period class, lifting an arm and turning my face to cough into the crook of my elbow. I sniffle and turn down another hallway, pushing open the double doors to start outside and take a turn towards the gym- a long route that had long since become a habit since I'd moved here and people had decided that I'd be the one they made fun of, kicked, slammed into the lockers, and spit on. Soon I pull open the gym door, hazel eyes looking around for Jason.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 12, 2013 17:27:43 GMT -5
My fingers run through my hair as I stay in the locker room before coming back and looking around before I see a group of people surrounding the door, one holding my phone that I had left out and point it at me. "What's going o-" I stop once lips are slammed against mine. I feel long hair tickle my lip and know it's not Calden like I had hope but Bree. I want to pull back but she had pushed me against the wall, blocking any exit I would have. I reach a hand into her hair, hoping I could pull it enough to get her lips from mine. When that fails, I push against her stomach with my free hand and growl mentally.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 12, 2013 17:37:30 GMT -5
My eyes go to a group of people near the wall and I go to walk by them before my eyes find what they were watching. I freeze, stomach dropping as I look at Jason kissing a brunette named Bree- his hands in her hair. A sob escapes me and I turn to race back out the door, combat boots thudding on the hardwood floor. I race back up the walk, then past the school and out into the parking lot, tears falling down my face. Not again. Everything had been a lie, I should've known, I was so fucking stupid.. I run down the sidewalk, soon reaching the main part of town and ducking into an alleyway, dropping to my knees behind a dumpster as I
put my face in my hands.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 12, 2013 17:44:53 GMT -5
A growl escapes me and I finally push Bree away. I look up enough to catch Calden running out and I my phone and follow him. I chase him down to the parking lot before he runs somewhere else when I'm not looking. A growl escapes me and I run to my car and go in, assuming that he would be in town. When I see what I think is him, I stop the car and run to an alleyway and pull him into my arms. "Babe!" I barely breathe as I kiss his head and look at him, knowing he had saw what went on.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 12, 2013 17:49:49 GMT -5
More tears fall down my face and I stifle a sob, wondering why this was hurting me so much. I hadn't been with Jason long- just a day. but, didn't it really go back farther than that? Maybe I really had started to feel something for him? I'm so lost in thought that I don't hear footsteps and jerk back when Jason drops to his knees in front of me, pulling me to him. "Fuck you!" I shout, my hands finding his chest to push him away. "I-I can't believe I fucking trusted you, don't fucking try to make up some bullshit excuse, I'm just.. done." I continue, getting to my feet and striding away, a purpose in my step, though each one hurt me.
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