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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 12, 2013 17:56:36 GMT -5
I frown when he pushes me away and I stand when he begins to get up, grabbing his arm and stopping him. "Wait! I won't make up an excuse, instead I'll show you the evidence," I say, pulling out my phone and finding the video that had been created by one of the people watching. I hand it to him and begin to play it, looking down. "She came on to me. And I was sure that pulling her hair would make her stop," I mumble as I release his arm.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 12, 2013 18:15:21 GMT -5
I try to jerk my arm out of his grasp, but he holds on tight. "What're you gonna show me? A video of you fucking her or something?" I snap, turning away as Jason pulled out his phone. I tug my arm our of his grasp, a soft sniffle escaping me as I walked out of the alley, a few more tears falling down my face. I was done. Done with relationships, trying- everything. I angrily wipe at my face, trying to think of somewhere to go- Leah's? I had nowhere else to go. I turn down a different alley for a short cut, stopping once I was in the shadows and just standing there for a moment, things catching up on me. The hunger, the wearyness, and the.. heartbreak. Was I sure that it was heartbreak? Well, it hurt more than the phone call to Mark had. I drop my bag to the ground, sinking down to sit on my butt, drawing my knees up to my chest. Everything was going to Hell in a handbasket; I had no where to go now- I definitely wasn't going back to Jason's, though I guessed I would have to get my stuff eventually.. More tears fall down my face and I try to remember what I had in my bookbag- no booze, no drugs, maybe a blade?
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 14, 2013 21:07:18 GMT -5
I follow Calden for a while, hiding so that he wouldn't run from me. He sits on the ground and I slide my phone to him, the video already pulled up. I decide not to come near him but sit on the outside of the shadows and look away, hiding my face in my arms as I cried. I hoped my sobs were inaudible. I don't even dare look at him, instead I just keep my face away from his and hope that everything would be okay. "I'm sorry," I mumble, getting up and walking out of the ally. It was up to him if he wanted to follow or not but I was sure that he would want to avoid me for a while.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 14, 2013 21:33:41 GMT -5
I don't notice him slide his phone over to me until I hear his sobs and annoyance passes over my face- what did Jason want to do, rub it in my face even more? Mock me? Make me hurt even more? "Look, just leave me the fuck alone." I growl, standing and grabbing my bag before taking off down the alley towards Leah's house. I hate the salty tears that fall over my lips and I wipe at my face as I push open the front door and walk in, ignoring her as she asked me what I was doing there. I drop my bag in my room before walking into the kitchen and grab a few bottles of alcohol before retreating back to my room again, locking the door behind me.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 14, 2013 21:37:59 GMT -5
I sigh softly as he tells me to leave him alone and decide it would be fore the best. I get my phone and walk back to my car before driving to my apartment and going in. A soft sob escapes me when I make it in and I go immediately to Calden's room, looking at all of his stuff before leaving and going to the couch and laying down, sobbing. I had just lost the one person I'd do anything for over something that wasn't even my fault. part of me wanted to find him and force him to watch the video though the other part wanted him to watch it voluntarily.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 14, 2013 21:42:54 GMT -5
After the first bottle I'd found a blunt that I'd hidden long ago and light it, and soon it goes up in smoke. I unscrew the secnd bottle and takea swig before deciding that I'd go get my stuff from Jason's- I'd need clean clothes for tomorrow. I stand and cross to the door, a little wobbly on my feet. I walk across the living room before stumbling out the door and down the street. I push my hair out of my face and climb the stairs to Jason's apartment, almost falling backwards once. I sniff, knocking on the door before taking a gulp from the bottle.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 14, 2013 21:50:05 GMT -5
I look up as there is a knock on the door and I get up slowly to open it and look at Calden, knowing he was drunk. There was no way I was going to let him out of my house like this. "Uh...hey," I mumble, hiding the fact that I had cried. I step out of the way for him, locking the door and making sure he couldn't get out. "Can I get you to do something?" I ask quietly looking up at him and back down just as soon.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 14, 2013 21:56:34 GMT -5
I look at him as he opens the door and stumblr past him once he moves out of the way and I start down the hallway to drop to my knees, setting my bottle down beside me. I unzip my bag to pull open drawers and stuff clothes into it, growling as I realize that I didn't have enough room for everything. "I'm not sucking your dick." I growl after Jason shows up and I shakily get to my feet, slinging my bag over my shoulder and reaching for my bottle to take a sip.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 14, 2013 22:09:29 GMT -5
He begins his way to his room and I follow him before smelling the weed on him and wanting to tie him down until he was sober again. "That's not what I was going to ask," I say, looking at him. "I have this song I think you'll like," I lie, handing him my phone with a black screen on. "All you need to do is tap the screen," I say, sitting on the bed and waiting for him to watch the video. All he needed to do was watch the beginning to know that I didn't want her. It was obvious I was trying to pull her away from me.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 14, 2013 22:17:23 GMT -5
"Whatever." I snap, pushing my hair from my face as I wobbled on my feet a bit. I roll my hazel eyes as Jason holds the phone out to me and I shake my head before turning to the door and going back down the hallway. I bring the bottle to my lips again, trying the doorknob. I huff as I turn the lock and push it open before starting out. I don't grab the handrail and my knees buckle under me and I tumble down the stairs, my bottle shattering, and cuts blossom across my hands. "Fuck." I slurr, sitting up before leaning against the wall to get to my feet again.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 14, 2013 22:27:45 GMT -5
I follow Calden out of the house and watch him tumble down the stairs. I'm soon at his side and I'm pulling him up to his feet and frowning as I look at his hand. My hand grips onto his arm and I pull him into the house against his will, closing the door behind us. "Let me take care of your hand before you leave," I say, walking to the kitchen and grabbing alcohol, a wash cloth and some antiseptic before walking back and grabbing a roll of bandages to wrap his hand.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 15, 2013 14:45:01 GMT -5
"Gerrof." I snap, my free hand pushing at him as his hand grips my thin arm and I'm pulled up the stairs and back inside. I huff as Jason leads me into the kitchen and I sniff as he begins to clean my hand, a slight wince crossing my face at the sting. But, hadn't I done worse to myself before? I grit my teeth and shift on my feet as he begins to grap the bandage around it and I snatch it back, holding it protectively to my body as I turn back towards the door again.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 16, 2013 20:19:08 GMT -5
I frown when Calden comes to the door and intercept him before he could even touch the door knob. A huff escapes me and I pick him up, putting him in his room and setting him on the bed, shaking my head. "Sorry but you're not leaving until you're sober," I say, closing the door and sitting in front of it, looking at him. I kind of want to explain the whole kiss to him but I was sure that he wouldn't be in the mood for it though I knew it had to be done. "Uhm, that kiss you saw was nothing. I swear on my life," I say, looking up at him, tears already welling in my eyes. I wasn't ready to lose Calden.
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Post by Calden LeCoste on Sept 17, 2013 17:21:08 GMT -5
I huff as he steps in front of me, about to slap him, when he picks me up and I beat on his back before I'm set down on my bed. "Fuck you.. this is.. this is.. abduction." I slur, sitting up and pushing my red and black hair out of my face. A sudden wave of nausea washes over my and I bite my lower lip, putting my head in my hands as I lean forward, trying not to throw up. I squeeze my eyes shut, glad for the silence before Jason speaks. "Just shut the fuck up about it!" I shout, glaring over at him before sliding off my bed. "Let me leave, I'm just going to Le-" I start before cutting myself off. I didn't want him to know where I was going.
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Post by Jason Monroe on Sept 17, 2013 17:46:11 GMT -5
I huff when he says it's abduction before shaking my head and looking at him from the door. A hand runs through my hair before he slides off his bed and I stand up immediately, not going to let him go. "No, look. You're not leaving when you're drunk and high! I might have lost the relationship but I'm not losing you!" I hiss, tears flowing down my cheeks. I sit back down and hold my knees to my chest and rest my forehead on my knees so that he couldn't see them anymore. There was no way I was going to let him go like this.
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