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Post by Alcatraz Hurst on Jul 24, 2013 14:01:20 GMT -5
I like the way his arms were around me, how his body felt against mine. And I'd probably just ruined it. I raise my eyebrows as Cole replies that he thought he was gay, too. A certain type of hope blossomed within me, though I push it away. Nothing would come of this, I'd always be alone. I prefered to be alone, right? Suddenly I wasnit so sure. I really did enjoy his company.
"I haven't kissed anyone, either." I reply with a chuckle, shrugging my shoulders. No one had ever showed an interest in me sicne I was ten, and back then girls had cooties. I'd found myself since then, and was fairly sure I was gay. I checked out men instead of women, even the ones thate beat me up, I was ashamed to admit.
"No one's ever really showed a desire to." I add, shrugging my shoulders.
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Post by Cole Gryffon on Jul 24, 2013 14:17:19 GMT -5
Cole hummed in agreement. He avoided people so much that it just really never came down to even being possible in his sights. Yet here he was..
Still, even now he would be too shy to take such drastic measures to solve both their problems. But that was okay. They had even more in common, were definitely on the same boat. And even if it wasn't a fun boat to be on at least it wasn't a lonely boat anymore, right?
Why was he thinking about boats? He smiled a bit in amusement, absently snuggling up closer. He could definitely waste the day away like this.
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Post by Alcatraz Hurst on Jul 24, 2013 14:51:04 GMT -5
I sit quietly for a moment, mind wandering. Why didn't I? I honestly had nothing to lose, except what could possibly become a beautiful friendship. I mentally sigh and build up my courage before turning so that Cole and I were face to face.
My light blue eyes search his face for a moment before they flicker shut and I lean forward to gently press my lips to his. I hope that I hadn't just ruined everything. I hoped that he wouldn't run screaming. I wouldn't blame him if he did. Some older, emo stranger kissing me? I'd run too.
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Post by Cole Gryffon on Jul 24, 2013 15:03:34 GMT -5
Cole went rigid out of surprise more than anything else. His cheeks were burning, heart in his throat when he realized the guy had just kissed him. Instinctively he kissed back. Once the crion was broke, Cole could5 hide his shy grin, burying his face in Alcatraz's chest, clinging to his shirt.
Wow...
He finally peeked up at him shyly, almost in awe.
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Post by Alcatraz Hurst on Jul 24, 2013 15:37:02 GMT -5
I'm about to pull away when he kisses me back. I keep the contact for a couple more moments before finally breaking it, my face probably the exact shade of a cherry. Cole hides his face in my thin chest, gripping my Like Moths To Flames shirt. I chuckle softly, my arms still around him. My blue eyes meet his as he looks up at me and I glance away awkwardly.
I couldn't believe I'd just done that. I'd finally kissed a guy. And not just any guy, but one I actually seemed to get alone with. It was an amazing feeling. I clear my throat and reach a stray hand up to push my black hair from my face, not knowing what to say.
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Post by Cole Gryffon on Jul 24, 2013 17:05:26 GMT -5
Cole huffed when Alcatraz looked away. Good, they both felt the same, it wasn'tjust him making things awkward. He heard him clear his throat and just looked down, heart racing and cheeks still feeling warm.
Well, wow...
He couldn't help the faint smile that curled his lips, and he played shyly with the material of the older boy's shirt.
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Post by Alcatraz Hurst on Jul 24, 2013 17:15:16 GMT -5
I look backa t him as I felt him play with my shirt and smile, a blush heating up my cheeks.
I reach out to flip his blue hair around teasingly, finally feeling happy for once. Happy, safe, and comfortable. I'd finally met a male who wouldn't beat me up, spit on me, or make fun of me, because he was the same.
I sigh happily, looking down at Cole as I continued to play with his dyed hair before chuckling.
"So." I finally say, biting my lower lip as I looked at him, my gaze admiring.
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Post by Cole Gryffon on Jul 24, 2013 18:59:57 GMT -5
Cole squirmed in playful complaint when his hair was ruffled. "So," He drawled in repetition, lifting his head to lok at him with a lopsided smile. He was never, ever outgoing, let alone even slightly like this. Usually you could barely even force him to talk.
"We got the day to kill.. Let's do somethin'..." He looked around. Though witty, he didn't have the guys to ever risk getting in trouble but-...
"There's poison ivy on the side of the stands.. The jv guys are in the next pe class..'n leave their gear of the bleachers.." He huffed.
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Post by Alcatraz Hurst on Jul 24, 2013 19:58:55 GMT -5
I roll my eyes as he mocks me, ruffling his hair again. "We do." I agree, nodding. I raise my eyebrows at Cole's suggestion. It was pure gold. "Fucking yes!" I exclaim, letting him out of my grasp to that I could reach for my book bag. I pull out the plastic baggie that held my sandwich and lay the food on top of my book bag. "So we don't touch it." I explain, holding it up with a mischievous smirk on my face. "But, first." I add, grinning at him. I lean forward to kiss him again, truly enjoying it. I pull back and a grin and stand, offering Cole my hand to help him up.
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Post by Cole Gryffon on Jul 24, 2013 22:51:01 GMT -5
Cole laughed shyly, nodding as he pulled the bag out. He blushed as he was kissed 'eeting it uncertainly and taking his larger hand, getting to his feet.
Peering around the side to make sure no one was around he took the bag and stuck his hand in it. Wandering back over he picked as much as possible and piled it near them so they would have it when the class came out. "There."
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Post by Alcatraz Hurst on Jul 24, 2013 23:05:51 GMT -5
He obviously wasn't quite sure about kissing me yet, but I was diving into it wholeheartedly. Not like I was going to ask him out or anything, but it was nice to have someone to hold, at the very least. I watch as Cole takes the baggie from me to start picking the poison ivy and I rub my hands together like an evil mastermind.
"This is going to fucking rock." I chuckle, a broad grin plastered to my face. Finally, some payback.
And it was going to be a bitch. Maybe I could think up something myself, that'd be pretty awesome, too.
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Post by Cole Gryffon on Jul 24, 2013 23:12:44 GMT -5
Cole laughed, sitting back down near him again. This wasn't like him at all. But hey no one would find out who it was, they could be long gone by the time the football team put their gear on. And tomorrow the entire shool would know something was up but not who had done it. Why suspect the two who never fought back?
God he sounded like Tyler.
Shifting his weight, he began to play with a string on his scarf again.
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Post by Alcatraz Hurst on Jul 24, 2013 23:26:13 GMT -5
I smile at him as he sits back beside me and casually sling my arm across his shoulders. It was going to be hilarious to hear the buzz going around school tomorrow- yes, I'd be actually going. I just wanted to hear what people said, what they thought had gone on. My presence probably wouldn't be missed today, so no one would suspect me. I had a sneaking suspicion that it would be the same with Cole.
"You're evil." I murmur, shaking my head in awe. I never would've thought of that.
"But I love it." I finally add, chuckling.
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Post by Cole Gryffon on Jul 24, 2013 23:30:42 GMT -5
Cole giggled sheepishly. "Not us'ly.." He insisted with a faint smile. He hadn't smiled this much in weeks. "Just seemed like a good idea... Wouldn't have done it if you hadn't been here.." He chewed nervously on his lip, a hand reaching to play with the fingers over his shoulder. Soon he heard kids and the pe coach outside shouting
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Post by Alcatraz Hurst on Jul 24, 2013 23:37:24 GMT -5
I shrug slightly as he replies that he wasn't usually evil, a smile across his face. I was glad that I could bring that to Cole's face.
"Yeah? If you hadn't showed up I'd probably have blown through half my pack of smokes and be hating my life right now." I reply, chuckling and looking at my feet before bringing my blue gaze back up to his face. I freeze for a moment as my ears catch the sound of the approaching PE class. Oh, this would be grand.
"Fun fun." I breathe, sitting back against the cinder block wall with a grin. I smile as Cole plays with my fingers and I move them around playfully.
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